3 years ago
Friday, May 15, 2009
STRESSING!!!
SO I AM SO FRUSRATED RIGHT NOW. I HAVE WORKED SO HARD THE PAST 2 WEEKS MAKING MY HOUSE LOOK BETTER AND GETTING IT READY FOR TY'S PARTY (TOMORROW) AND NOW ITS SUPPOSED TO FREAKIN RAIN. IT HASNT RAINED IN HOW LONG AND IT WOULD CHOOSE TO RAIN ON HIS B-DAY. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE A JUMP HOUSE BUT I CALLED THEM AND THEY SAID THEY WILL NOT EVEN COME OUT IF IT LOOKS LIKE ITS GOING TO RAIN. TY WILL BE SO SAD IF HE DOESNT HAVE THE JUMP HOUSE. WE ALSO HAVE A PRETTY SMALL HOUSE SO IF DOES RAIN WE WILL HAVE TO "CRAM" INTO IT. I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE BUT I JUST REALLY WANTED HIM TO HAVE A GOOD B-DAY PARTY AND HE LOVES, LOVES, LOVES TO BE OUTSIDE. I HOPE THAT IF IT DOES RAIN IT WILL BE ON AND OFF NOT A FULL BLAST OF STORMS. I GET SO ANXIOUS ABOUT STUFF LIKE THIS AND WHEN MY PLAN GETS CHANGED I FREAK OUT. HAHA I AM DRIVING BRENT INSANE BC I AM STRESSING. HE IS LIKE JUST LEAVE IT HOW IT IS AND IT WILL BE FINE. AND THEN TO TOP IT OFF MY NIECE'S LOSER DAD JUST GOT OUT OF JAIL AND I AM THE PERSON WHO DOES THE SUPERVISED VISITS, WELL HE HAS FAILED TO SEE HER THE PAST 2 TIMES BUT NOW HE WANTS TO BE A JERK AND SHOW UP ON SAT. SO THAT WILL BE FREAKIN GREAT. DONT WORRY HE IS HARMLESS HE WAS IN JAIL FOR DWI'S, HE IS JUST AN IDIOT WHO HAS HAD NOTHING TO WITH HIS DAUGHTER(MY NIECE)WHO IF YOU KNOW ME WELL, YOU NOW THAT I AM VERY CLOSE TO HER. IT JUST HURTS ME THAT HE IS TOYING WITH HER EMOTIONS JUST BC HE IS SELFISH. SO ANYWAYS I HAD TO VENT FOR A MIN
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i REALLY WiSH RiCKY WOULD FALL OFF A CLiFF.. OK NOT REALLY... UGH THAT MAKES MEEEE MAD! WHAT A JERK!
YEAH SO ABOUT WATCHiNG ABBY.. RiCK AND i KiNDA HAD A FALLiNG OUT THAT WEEK AND i MOVED HOME W/ MY DAD FOR ABOUT 7 DAYS. i WOULD*VE CALLED BUT FiGURED EVERYONE iS TiRED OF HEARiNG ABOUT ALL THE CRAP HE DOES.. SO i JUST WENT TO CLASS, WENT BACK TO MY DAD*S HUNG OUT W/ ABBY FOR A BiT... THEN SLEPT LiKE 18 HRS EVERYDAY. i WAS PRETTY DEPRESSED AND DiDN*T WANNA BE A BURDEN TO ANY ONE. BUT SOON i WiLL GET OUT OF MY SLUMP AND COME FOR A ViSiT. iT*S NOT THAT i DON*T LOVE YOU DEARLY.. B/C i DO, BUT SOMETiMES iT*S BEST TO KEEP MY DEPRESSED SELF AT HOME.. YOU KNOW HOW i AM WHEN i GET THAT WAY... BUT i DO LOVE YOU =-)
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