busy busy

Ok so we had a super hectic but fun C-mas. We had like 5 hundred of them lol. Well in teh midst of C-mas we found a house to rent. Let me just say its not the nicest house but we juat cant afford much with me not working. So it is in Robinson again not my top choise but thats where Brent is from. Its a 3 bed 1 bath house not very big at all and the outside looks horrible but it will just have to do for now, we were going nuts living with my mom. We have alot of work to do to it before we move in. I am a little bit unsure of it but I know it will be fine. There are people who have a lot worse. I think when we get all of our stuff in it will feel like home.

The boys are sick again of course. this exact time last year Hunter spent 5 days in the hospital with rsv and pnumonia. He looks terible right now and he has pink eye in both eyes. So we will go to the doc first thing in the morning to have it looked at.

well thats about all we have been doing. I feel like I havent stopped for a week straight now

only 7 more days till C-mas

Wow only 7 days till Christmas. Its gone by so fast. I have most of my shopping done jsut a few more stocking stuffers to get. I love Christmas time but I also am ready for it to be over bc everything is so hectic, and my kids will not leave the tree alone and all the presents are ripped and all the bows are off. I am so ready to put that dang tree back up. I am ready for them to open all their presents though. We have 4 Christmas'. We will get up and do ours with my mom on c-mas morning and then we will go to Brents parents that afternoon and then my dad's the day after. The next weekend we will go to Brents real mom's in Dallas and do theirs. So we have alot to do and we are all gonna be so worn out. I really hope to find a house soon bc there are alot of their presents that I will not open until we move. Well thats about all we have going on for now

Life is good

Ok so I think that my life is finally starting to fall back into place. I have made up with my inlaws and it really does feel great. We have had really tough times over the past 3 yrs and I hate it so we made a pact to always be honest with each other and let the other person know if we are mad or upset instead of just assuming the other person is mad. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted of my shoulders. I prayed to God all the time to help me find te strength to forgive and forget and to please help this family get back together. We will be together for the 1st time in 4 months tomorrow and I really am excited and feel like this is gonna be ok this time. I said I would give my all and hoped they would do the same. I have also gotten pretty close to Brents real mom in Dallas. Brent was never close to her as a kid for reasons I dont know and it does not matter bc she has really tried over the last 3 yrs to be a part of our lives, so I am starting to feel like a part of the family now. I know that families sometimes just dont get along but I really dont want that to be us and let petty little things get in the way. We only have one life and I dont want to spend it having grudges or hatred towards anyone. Me and Brent have not been as close through all this and I saw his face the other day when I talked to my inlaws and his face just lit up. I know this has been so hard on him and all Brent wants for anyone is for them to be happy. He has a huge heart and he does not like for people to fight at all. So anyways I feel like things are going to be ok and I am the happiest I have been in a long time. So I thank God for helping me find my way

oh the Holidays

Ok so I think we are all well now but this has really been a hectic month for me! Ty is deff. showing me what terrible 2's is really about. He has been disobeying at every chance he gets, timeout no longer works for him. So we are going to move out of my moms at the end of jan. and I think I may get a job bc I really think that Ty needs that structure. Everyday changes for us nothing is ever the same from day to day and I think he needs it to be. We are going to wait till then to see if that is my final decision. They have both been acting out since we have been staying here with my mom. I think they sense that I am stressed out and ready to have my own home again. I had everything so babyproof at our old house and here I cant do that bc my mom wont let me, which I totally understand, but it makes it hard for me bc this house is alot bigger and there is alot more to get into. I hope this all blows over when we get a new house and I can continue to stay at home with my kiddos but if not I know that it will be ok.

Not feeling better

So I thought we were all over this stuff but I am thinking we are not. Ty has been feeling sick again Hunter has been crying 24/7 for the past 3 days and I feel like maybe i am getting the flu. This has been a horrible past 2 weeks. And of course none of us has had a flu shot. I hessitated this year bc the doc wasnt sure if the flu shout still had mercury or not. and I am really wierd about that kind of stuff. So man if we get it we are going to be some sick people :( I am always so excited to put C-mas decor up but I have not felt well enough to do anything. I hate,hate,hate this crap. Well wish us luck that this is just a cold or something

Feeling better

Ok so we are finally over our stomache bugs and now we have a dang cold! I love this weather but hate the colds that come with it. And when Ty gets a cold its not just a cold it always turns into croup!! Which if your child had ever truly had croup, it is very scary. Well Ty has had it like 8 times now so the doc said if he gets it again we will go see a specialist to see if there is something bigger going on. But I am just praying this one just rides off as a cold and nothing else. Hunter just has a runny nose and he tends to fight colds off pretty quick.

So I am super excited about the after Thanksgiving sales. I have never been before and I am going with my sis, and my sis-in-law. I hope its not too bad bc um I get stressed a little easy lol. Ty wants a bike so I was hoping to find one on sale. and also we have to get him a mattress so maybe I can find that on sale too. I have done NO C-mas shopping yet. I have been so dang busy and the days I am not Brent has the car. One day we will have to vehicles.

Sick ugh!

So I went and saw my niece wed. around noon and spent the whole day up there. She is so beautiful. Well we leave the hospital around 4 and go to wal mart to get something to cook for dinner and Hunter trows up all over the floor, so I'm thinking maybe he has just had too much going on today so we leave and get in the car to head home and Ty an Hunter both trew up all over themsleves and their carseats. I was like great here we are having spent the whole day around the baby. So anyways I get them bathed and then I go pick up Brent from work and they stayed here with my mom, well when we got home they had thrown up all over the living room. So his went on until about 10 and then it hit me hard. So there we were all throwing up. So yesterday we did nothing and today us 3 feel better but Brent has it today and I just got a call from my nieces school bc i am supposed to pick her up today, saying she is throwing up. Yuk this has been a horrible, very contagious bug. I have like 6 more loads of laundry to do. So thats what we have been doing over the past couple days

My baby niece

I am so excited, today my sister in law Cortney had her 3rd baby. Baby Myleigh. She was 8lbs and 201/2 inches long. I have not got to go see her yet bc I dont want to overwelm her. I will be keeping her everyday when she goes back to work and I am super excited. I love watching newborns bc I miss it. My babies are not babies anymore. Neither one of them will sit still long enough for you to hold them :( But I love this age too, exp Ty who is so independent now.

I am going to start my c-mas shopping this weekend. Poor Ty is getting a mattress. We have tried everything to get him to sleep in his bed so we thought maybe if we get him a twin sized bed that he might be more likely to sleep alone.
I dont know what to get Hunter. He has all of Ty's toys and clothes so I dont know

WEEKEND

OK SO WE HAD A GREAT WEEKEND! MY SISTER KEPT THE BOYS FOR ME FRIDAY NIGHT AND WE WENT TO LA FIESTA AND HAD A COUPLE DRINKS AND THEN WENT BACK TO SEAN AND CASSI'S AND JUST HUNG OUT AND STAYED THE NIGHT THERE. THEN MY SIS BROUGHT THE BOYS BACK TO ME AT 9 AM ON SAT. I MISSED THEM SO MUCH. THEN SUNDAY WE ALL WENT TO MY DADS AND VISITED. I WAS SO EXCITED BC MY STEP MOM IS GOING TO MAKE TY CUTE WALL ART FOR HIS NEW ROOM WHEN WE MOVE. I AM DOING IT IN JUNGLE THEME AND SHE IS CUTTING OUT JUNGLE ANIMALS AND PAINTING THEM FOR HIM.

I AM ALSO SO EXCITED ABOUT THANKSGIVING, I HAVE A REALLY SMALL FAMILY BUT I STILL LOVE GETTING TOGETHER. WE WILL HAVE IT HERE AT MY MOMS AND THEN MY DAD IS CAMPING ALL WEEKEND SO WE WILL GO OUT THERE FOR A LITTLE BIT TOO.

going on a date

So Brent and I are going out on date tonight. I hate leaving my kids but I know we need our time too exp. since Ty has been sleeping with us everynight. So we are going to go eat at la fiesta and then I dont know after that. usually I get sad and go pick up my kids but they are with my sis and I know they are in good hands.

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Ok so I am new at this. I just wanted to find a way to keep in contact with some people without my inlaws stalking my page. I have no idea how to do any of this but I would love to learn so any ideas would be great

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