STRESSING!!!

SO I AM SO FRUSRATED RIGHT NOW. I HAVE WORKED SO HARD THE PAST 2 WEEKS MAKING MY HOUSE LOOK BETTER AND GETTING IT READY FOR TY'S PARTY (TOMORROW) AND NOW ITS SUPPOSED TO FREAKIN RAIN. IT HASNT RAINED IN HOW LONG AND IT WOULD CHOOSE TO RAIN ON HIS B-DAY. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE A JUMP HOUSE BUT I CALLED THEM AND THEY SAID THEY WILL NOT EVEN COME OUT IF IT LOOKS LIKE ITS GOING TO RAIN. TY WILL BE SO SAD IF HE DOESNT HAVE THE JUMP HOUSE. WE ALSO HAVE A PRETTY SMALL HOUSE SO IF DOES RAIN WE WILL HAVE TO "CRAM" INTO IT. I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE BUT I JUST REALLY WANTED HIM TO HAVE A GOOD B-DAY PARTY AND HE LOVES, LOVES, LOVES TO BE OUTSIDE. I HOPE THAT IF IT DOES RAIN IT WILL BE ON AND OFF NOT A FULL BLAST OF STORMS. I GET SO ANXIOUS ABOUT STUFF LIKE THIS AND WHEN MY PLAN GETS CHANGED I FREAK OUT. HAHA I AM DRIVING BRENT INSANE BC I AM STRESSING. HE IS LIKE JUST LEAVE IT HOW IT IS AND IT WILL BE FINE. AND THEN TO TOP IT OFF MY NIECE'S LOSER DAD JUST GOT OUT OF JAIL AND I AM THE PERSON WHO DOES THE SUPERVISED VISITS, WELL HE HAS FAILED TO SEE HER THE PAST 2 TIMES BUT NOW HE WANTS TO BE A JERK AND SHOW UP ON SAT. SO THAT WILL BE FREAKIN GREAT. DONT WORRY HE IS HARMLESS HE WAS IN JAIL FOR DWI'S, HE IS JUST AN IDIOT WHO HAS HAD NOTHING TO WITH HIS DAUGHTER(MY NIECE)WHO IF YOU KNOW ME WELL, YOU NOW THAT I AM VERY CLOSE TO HER. IT JUST HURTS ME THAT HE IS TOYING WITH HER EMOTIONS JUST BC HE IS SELFISH. SO ANYWAYS I HAD TO VENT FOR A MIN

Friends!

I just want to take a quick minute to say that I have some of the best friends that I could possibly have. I have old, new, internet but each and every one is so special. I have gotten to learn many different stories and struggles and happiness and sadness. I used to have a hard time trusting people but I can honestly say that I trust each and every one of my friends and for that I am grateful. It seems like here recently I have gotten alot closer to old friends. I have more in common with my mommy friends but I also love my other friends dearly but sometimes they don't understand why I don't want to go out and leave the kids with someone. I just recently let my kids start staying anywhere so for me to leave them to go out is just something I don't want to do right now. I just wanted to say how truly blessed I am to have such amazing friends

Mothers day weekend

So I have been really behind on here!!!! We have been so busy. We have been redoing the outside of our house and I must say it looks much better. There is only so much you can do to an old house like this but it feels like home now. Ty's B-day party is next Sat. and I am trying to get everything ready. I can't believe my baby will be 3 yrs old :( I am not ready for my kids to grow up, I am having a really hard time facing the fact that my kids will be in school in 2 and 3 yrs. I am going to be a wreck.

So about my diet, I have done so well and lost 35 lbs and now weigh 6 lbs less than I did when Brent and I met. This weekend however I was for the first time horrible. I think that i have been doing so much lately that I just needed it but I jumped right back on the diet this morning.

Also I had a really good mothers day!!!! Brent and the boys made me a really sweet and special card. i would rather have that over any gift. I lvoe my family so much!!!

Thats about all we have going on right now

Cute boys

Here are some pics we took over the weekend

Great Weekend

Ok I have been a little behind here!! We have been so busy lately. We had a great weekend. Sat we went to the March of Dimes where I got to catch up with friends, the boys had a blast and so did we. Then we went and spent the day at the in-laws, which the boys always love. My friend Sabrina called be sat. asking if we wanted their trampoline bc they are getting a big pool and of course I said yes, Ty loves trampolines, so being the great friends she is, she brought it over and helped me set it up. Ty is sooooo excited, I can hardly get him off of it. Sun we woke up and it was yrad work time. we had some trees cut down about a month ago and it left a huge mess, so we had to get all of it cleaned up. But it was a great weekend

By the way I am now down to my goal weight by BMI is at 25 and I am so proud of myself, but I am not stopping, I would like my BMI to be 20-22 and lose like 15 more lbs but if it comes off slowly i am ok with that.

Also I have started babysitting a little boy (cy) He is 3. Him and Ty get along very well and he is very good. I will be keeping him all summer. Ty is so excited to have someone his own age to play with. I am hoping that Ty will potty train soon since he sees Cy going potty. Diapers are so darn expensive and we have 2 in them. And you just can't buy cheap diapers, they don't work

Easter

Ok so this has been a truly amazing Easter!! I am so Blessed to have such wonderful family and friends. We went to my moms on Saturday and dyed Easter eggs and of course mt mom had them big easter baskets full of Goodies. Then that night my niece stayed the night with us and the boys love it when she stays the whole night, she is over here at least 2 days a week but its much moe fun when she can stay. We got up Sun morning and the Easter bunny left the boys Easter baskets with a soccer ball and a basket ball in them (I am not big on the whole candy thing). Then my sis came and picked my niece up and off we went to Brents parents. They had everything set up so cute, even the kids table. We all had such a nice lunch. Then we hid eggs for all the kiddos. Man they had a blast!!! Over all this is one of the best Easters I have ever had.
Here are a few pics of our Easter weekend

Bumble Bee's

These are some pics I took at the Bumble bee's at the mall!!! Noticed both of my kiddos have shaved heads. I miss my baby's longer hair. I dont think I will ever do that again. I can't ever get them to be still and look at the camera anymore, so this is as good as it gets.